Sometimes I'm just so tired,
that going on seems too much a fight.
I don't really want to give up,
but every day I think that I might.
I try to remember the good times
but they're not always there.
And it's more than simple pouting
that 'life isn't fair'.
It's hard when those I love beat me down
a little more each day,
over the years they've learned what hurts the most,
how to tear at me in every way.
I want you to show no grief when I'm gone,
because you're showing no love while I'm here.
Don't show the watching world a fake sadness,
knowing I've never been worth one tear.
Just let me pass on in peace,
on my way to a first ever happiness.
As worthless as you've all made me feel through life,
do you think you owe me anything less?